Hey Everyone,
I needed something new on myblog. I hope everyone likes it. I'm not much into the corny love stuff, but for some reason I liked this layout. Although I dont really like the fairy Chick on the back ground so my blog could be changed again soon. Also, Check out my new playlist at the very bottom of my blog. There is some cute boy bands that I am just getting into in my playlist.
Today has been super boring. I am currently waiting for my mom to get off work so I can go to the gym. We didn't get to go last night and I was super upset about it.
Check up on new years resolutions:
-Get running again despite if my hips hurt.
CHECK! I am on the track team, and have been running fifty five minutes everyday for five days a week. On Wednesday I ran six miles!
-Actually do weight lifting. Cause I know the second I walk into the class with just boys I'll freak especially if I don't know them.
CHECK I went to the school weight lifting once but I felt dumb. My step dad used to be a personal trainer, but I have been weight lifting with him three days a week.
-Get good grades, and hang out with friends... Yeah... That one will be hard lol.
I'll let you know at the end of the school year haha. I'm to chicken to look at my grades right now.
-Stay with Chris after the move. Cause I know I'll regret losing him.
CHECK! Even through only seeing each other once a week!
-Yeah that six pack you've been wanting... actually get it this time... Even if you have to steal Perry's magic belt.
Does anyone have any advice? Cause I'm giving it my all!
-Get a job at FAC. FREE MEMBERSHIP!
No job, but I do have a membership. So half check?
-Community service for scholarships.
I'll get on it.
-Don't dye hair...
so far check!
-Don't use phone after ten... oh... this will be hard.
Can we just erase this one?
-Healthy food like last year.
so far pretty dang good! Compared to living in Utah Check
-Visit Utah.
Taking donations
-Drivers License... get on it.
Got my permit! So I'm getting there.
-Keep 4.0 or start on getting that associates degree.
Working on it.
-learn to play piano.
um... maybe ill save this for summertime.
Okay so pretty good, but seriously I need advice for a six pack.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
A little bit of catch up
It's defiantly been an interesting past couple weeks.
-I lit my hair on fire at school, and spend the day smelling like burnt hair.
-I ran to the bus.
-I kept forgetting lunches... And when I don't eat, I get angry.
-My poor sister got the worst haircut ever I pulled a muscle in my side laughing so hard at her.
-Chris surprised me with flowers after track practice on day. Normally I would have thought it was corny but my week was so bad I actually liked them.
-I got switched out of my math teachers class because my mom and sisters got in a yelling fight with her at parent teacher conference.
-A boy I didn't know caressed my back in the hallway, and now I catch me staring at me all the time.
-Track started, and for the first time in my life I hate it. Due to my coach hating me.
-I sliced my finger open and burnt it while making a bead in jewelry class.
-I made a horrible impression of a dinosaur at the gym and turned around to some weird looks from two teenage guys.
... do I need to go on?
So, One morning while I was house sitting for my aunt I woke up to a call from Chris. He knew I was house sitting because we hung out the night before and he had to drop me off there. He said,
"Hey come outside." So, I did and there he was standing there with a cup of hot chocolate for me. Not just any though. It was a certain hot chocolate that was from my favorite hot chocolate place. It's so good tasting its unreal! Not only that, but it was a freaking huge size of it. I hugged him and went back to bed. Not even five minutes later I woke up and realized that there was a warm hot chocolate sitting next to me. I was so happy! I sat wrapped up in a blanket sipping hot chocolate in a cold house. It was nice!
Until I got up and realized my outfit didn't match, I had no make up on, and my hair looked like a lions main.
But that's besides the point!
Later that night he picked me up and we went to the ice park with his family. It was so much fun. It's crazy how excited the ice park made me. We also ate at chili's. It was fun.
-I lit my hair on fire at school, and spend the day smelling like burnt hair.
-I ran to the bus.
-I kept forgetting lunches... And when I don't eat, I get angry.
-My poor sister got the worst haircut ever I pulled a muscle in my side laughing so hard at her.
-Chris surprised me with flowers after track practice on day. Normally I would have thought it was corny but my week was so bad I actually liked them.
-I got switched out of my math teachers class because my mom and sisters got in a yelling fight with her at parent teacher conference.
-A boy I didn't know caressed my back in the hallway, and now I catch me staring at me all the time.
-Track started, and for the first time in my life I hate it. Due to my coach hating me.
-I sliced my finger open and burnt it while making a bead in jewelry class.
-I made a horrible impression of a dinosaur at the gym and turned around to some weird looks from two teenage guys.
... do I need to go on?
So, One morning while I was house sitting for my aunt I woke up to a call from Chris. He knew I was house sitting because we hung out the night before and he had to drop me off there. He said,
"Hey come outside." So, I did and there he was standing there with a cup of hot chocolate for me. Not just any though. It was a certain hot chocolate that was from my favorite hot chocolate place. It's so good tasting its unreal! Not only that, but it was a freaking huge size of it. I hugged him and went back to bed. Not even five minutes later I woke up and realized that there was a warm hot chocolate sitting next to me. I was so happy! I sat wrapped up in a blanket sipping hot chocolate in a cold house. It was nice!
Until I got up and realized my outfit didn't match, I had no make up on, and my hair looked like a lions main.
But that's besides the point!
Later that night he picked me up and we went to the ice park with his family. It was so much fun. It's crazy how excited the ice park made me. We also ate at chili's. It was fun.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Running and Dancing.
I got to go to the gym. I am so happy! My whole body hurts, and I love it! I missed running and coming home exhausted, hungry, and sore. Sure it doesn't sound THAT great, but to me it is. Exhausted cause I know that means I will sleep good, hungry because I know I can eat a crap load because by body NEEDS it, not just wants it. Sore because I know it will all turn to muscle. Hopefully I'll get back into as good as a shape as I was back home.
My new running outfit is so comfortable too! :D
Now I just need my mom to take me to a sports med doctor so I don't jack my hips up worse then I already have.
I went to homecoming with Chris last night. No dresses and no pictures. It was great :D We danced like freaks and ate all the puffy Cheetos off the snack table. :D Then we competed in a couples dance contest and won by swing dancing. Ha ha. The prize was free movie tickets. GUESS WHO IS GOING TO THE MOVIES!?!?!! ME AND CHRIS! I had fun. I wore one of his shirts to the dance. It was fun. He's so cute.
We also traded Valentines gifts. He got me a cute card, a chili's gift certificate, and chocolates. Lol. The chocolates didn't last long. :D
I had fun. :D
My new running outfit is so comfortable too! :D
Now I just need my mom to take me to a sports med doctor so I don't jack my hips up worse then I already have.
I went to homecoming with Chris last night. No dresses and no pictures. It was great :D We danced like freaks and ate all the puffy Cheetos off the snack table. :D Then we competed in a couples dance contest and won by swing dancing. Ha ha. The prize was free movie tickets. GUESS WHO IS GOING TO THE MOVIES!?!?!! ME AND CHRIS! I had fun. I wore one of his shirts to the dance. It was fun. He's so cute.
We also traded Valentines gifts. He got me a cute card, a chili's gift certificate, and chocolates. Lol. The chocolates didn't last long. :D
I had fun. :D
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
More good, then bad.
I hate to be lame and say that the reason why I haven't been writing is due to homework, family, friends, and boyfriends... So, instead I'm going to say a guy in a green outfit flew into my window and sprinkled pixie dust on me. Then we flew to the never lands to chill for a while. Hope you guys didn't mind.
Things have been hard lately, but I have had worse so I am doing good. There are a few things that are bothering me like school dance and dress crap. Not having healthy food to eat, and a rude math teacher isn't really helping either.
But there are more good things then bad. My sisters boyfriend gave me a free gym pass for me and my whole family for two months. I have been so excited I bought new gym shoes, and shorts, but we haven't gone yet. My family doesn't grasps the importance of working out yet. Oh... there going... I don't care how many fits I have to throw I'm going to the gym.
Track starts next Tuesday I am so excited I could cry! Were going to be running in the snow, and on the ice. I'm super worried about my hips, but I don't care right now. I just want to run. The coach also seems pretty cool too... that being the first impression.
School is fun. I have one B+ and I am really upset about it, but you guys just wait its going to go up... I hope. PLEASE HOPE!
I met up with an old friend and he is as sweet as ever. He reminds me of Randy. His friends want to by my friend so like everyone is talking to me, and that is super nice. I don't feel so alone in this world anymore.
My biology teacher called my mom and told my mom what a great job I was doing and that she was super proud of me and that I got 100% on her test. That evened out my rude math teachers comment.
ANY WHO! I got to go catch up on other blogs then start on homework.
SEE YA!
Things have been hard lately, but I have had worse so I am doing good. There are a few things that are bothering me like school dance and dress crap. Not having healthy food to eat, and a rude math teacher isn't really helping either.
But there are more good things then bad. My sisters boyfriend gave me a free gym pass for me and my whole family for two months. I have been so excited I bought new gym shoes, and shorts, but we haven't gone yet. My family doesn't grasps the importance of working out yet. Oh... there going... I don't care how many fits I have to throw I'm going to the gym.
Track starts next Tuesday I am so excited I could cry! Were going to be running in the snow, and on the ice. I'm super worried about my hips, but I don't care right now. I just want to run. The coach also seems pretty cool too... that being the first impression.
School is fun. I have one B+ and I am really upset about it, but you guys just wait its going to go up... I hope. PLEASE HOPE!
I met up with an old friend and he is as sweet as ever. He reminds me of Randy. His friends want to by my friend so like everyone is talking to me, and that is super nice. I don't feel so alone in this world anymore.
My biology teacher called my mom and told my mom what a great job I was doing and that she was super proud of me and that I got 100% on her test. That evened out my rude math teachers comment.
ANY WHO! I got to go catch up on other blogs then start on homework.
SEE YA!
Monday, January 31, 2011
Does anyone ever think about Kacee?
Right now I pretty much feel stepped on by the world. I feel like through peer pressure and the influence of other people is ruining my individuality, goals, and self confidence is going down the drain. I don't know what to do. It would be nice to hear that my hard work is paying off. It would be nice to hear that I should stand up for what I believe in, and what I stand for. But no. Kacee is always getting the raw end of the deal.
So, I had a pretty freaking crappy day. Tomorrow it probably wont seem so bad, but right now it's pretty much crap and a half.
I am so behind from being sick I could just throw up even more. Then, I tried to get caught up in math and my math teacher flat out told me I may as well give up being a 4.0 student because I will never succeed. She said she is going to break that habit now and ensure I get a B. Then, she asked me what I want to go into when I get older and I said marine biologist, forensics, f.b.i., or a therapist. Then she told me I shouldn't become a therapist because I needed one for myself.
I don't know about you guys but that was pretty insulting. First of all, I have succeeded my goal so far what makes her think I can't do it now? Is it because I have blond hair or something? What that supposed to be a dumb blond joke? Cause it wasn't funny. Tearing down a students dream is NOT what she is supposed to do. Not to mention telling them they need therapy? I never did anything to her. It hurt pretty bad. What ever happened to setting high goals and achieving them?
Then, I have everyone pressuring me about all the dances coming up. It wouldn't be that bad if they weren't all formal. I hate dressing up so bad that when I think about it, it makes me sick. I feel like I have to go because I have so many people pressuring me to go. What ever happened to not giving in to peer pressure? Although it may not seem like it, everything I do is to impress everyone around me, and they never seem to be impressed. It's really annoying. Everyone always thinks about the person aside from me. Just because I look tough like I can handle it doesn't mean I can.
I'm just frustrated.
I signed up for these classes for next year:
AP U.S. history, English 11 writers honors, advanced comp., psychology, chemistry, algebra 2, health, and Spanish 3...
Now, I am not even driven to do them, all because everyone keeps tearing me down and telling me I can't fulfill my goals. They keep telling me I should rearrange them. It just all around hurts. Especially when school is the only thing I am good at.
I feel like the world is stepping all over me. Normally when that happens I just spend hours on homework, but I don't even have the confidence to do that now.
So, I had a pretty freaking crappy day. Tomorrow it probably wont seem so bad, but right now it's pretty much crap and a half.
I am so behind from being sick I could just throw up even more. Then, I tried to get caught up in math and my math teacher flat out told me I may as well give up being a 4.0 student because I will never succeed. She said she is going to break that habit now and ensure I get a B. Then, she asked me what I want to go into when I get older and I said marine biologist, forensics, f.b.i., or a therapist. Then she told me I shouldn't become a therapist because I needed one for myself.
I don't know about you guys but that was pretty insulting. First of all, I have succeeded my goal so far what makes her think I can't do it now? Is it because I have blond hair or something? What that supposed to be a dumb blond joke? Cause it wasn't funny. Tearing down a students dream is NOT what she is supposed to do. Not to mention telling them they need therapy? I never did anything to her. It hurt pretty bad. What ever happened to setting high goals and achieving them?
Then, I have everyone pressuring me about all the dances coming up. It wouldn't be that bad if they weren't all formal. I hate dressing up so bad that when I think about it, it makes me sick. I feel like I have to go because I have so many people pressuring me to go. What ever happened to not giving in to peer pressure? Although it may not seem like it, everything I do is to impress everyone around me, and they never seem to be impressed. It's really annoying. Everyone always thinks about the person aside from me. Just because I look tough like I can handle it doesn't mean I can.
I'm just frustrated.
I signed up for these classes for next year:
AP U.S. history, English 11 writers honors, advanced comp., psychology, chemistry, algebra 2, health, and Spanish 3...
Now, I am not even driven to do them, all because everyone keeps tearing me down and telling me I can't fulfill my goals. They keep telling me I should rearrange them. It just all around hurts. Especially when school is the only thing I am good at.
I feel like the world is stepping all over me. Normally when that happens I just spend hours on homework, but I don't even have the confidence to do that now.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
All day with Chris.
I had a fun day. I woke up and went to the declamation contest. I sucked it up and still was very proud of myself. Normally I wouldn't have done it at all, so that is a step up for me. I got to spend all day with Chris. It was great.
Then, I went to Chris's church (yeah me in a church again? haha is the world ending? lol) to baby sit kids for community service. (HAHA! THE WORLD REALLY MUST BE ENDING!) The baby sitting wasn't so great. I really hate kids. There is something about them that just makes me want to hurt them. Sure I admit sometimes there pretty dang cute, but for the most part I dislike them with great intensity.
Then, we went to Chris's house and watched a movie. After all the fighting we do through out the week I am always so glad I didn't break up with him because he makes me happy. (not when were fighting of course, but when were together.) Even when he is upset I still find him cute. I don't know why.
Now I have to go another week without seeing him. Ugh it sucks so bad. When he is around he always has his ways of calming me down. I remember one time I was worrying and freaking out about my grades and he held my face in his hands and told me it would be okay. Then, he wrapped me in a hug. I can't stay mad at him when he is right in front of me. Kinda like the time he accidentally spit in my face. It sounds gross but it was actually freaking hilarious.
So, just so the world knows, Chris is mine. :D Hands off.
He's even got some guys after him. lol.
Then, I went to Chris's church (yeah me in a church again? haha is the world ending? lol) to baby sit kids for community service. (HAHA! THE WORLD REALLY MUST BE ENDING!) The baby sitting wasn't so great. I really hate kids. There is something about them that just makes me want to hurt them. Sure I admit sometimes there pretty dang cute, but for the most part I dislike them with great intensity.
Then, we went to Chris's house and watched a movie. After all the fighting we do through out the week I am always so glad I didn't break up with him because he makes me happy. (not when were fighting of course, but when were together.) Even when he is upset I still find him cute. I don't know why.
Now I have to go another week without seeing him. Ugh it sucks so bad. When he is around he always has his ways of calming me down. I remember one time I was worrying and freaking out about my grades and he held my face in his hands and told me it would be okay. Then, he wrapped me in a hug. I can't stay mad at him when he is right in front of me. Kinda like the time he accidentally spit in my face. It sounds gross but it was actually freaking hilarious.
So, just so the world knows, Chris is mine. :D Hands off.
He's even got some guys after him. lol.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Matt...
Just went through my emails and I got a friend request from my space from my friend Matt. Since I figured I had nothing better to do I got on my space. I haven't been on since July 7th. Jeez!
Any who I went to add him and I noticed his picture. My little friend Matt looks completely different. It's only been five months! What the heck!
Mr. Blondie is no longer blond. His hair is freaking long and black! He used to be buff and pick me up all the time... Well he must be on steroids or something... Cause he's freaking ripped.
Not only that, but he freaking changed his last name!
It guess what I am getting at is it makes me sad that all my friends are changing with out me. I miss him so much! Matt was awesome. He went and watched Eclipse with me. He held me if I ever needed to cry. He came up behind me everyday and gave me hugs. He always told me he was proud of me. He even let me fall asleep on his shoulder at lunch because the night before I was up arguing with my step dad. There are times he called me at three in the morning to make me feel better after a huge break up with Jared. Even when I was having issues with Randy he would work them out for me. Then, when Randy and I broke up he flat out told me that Randy moved on. Which at the time I was mad at him for saying, but really it helped me in the long run. He even programmed "bestfriendlovesyou" as his name in my phone. It's been the same ever since.
Not to mention he's had a crush on me since 8th grade and I've always turned him down and he never went away. Instead he stayed by my side and let me complain about the guys I like even though he liked me. Last night I got a text from him saying,
"All the girls on this planet are bitches except for you." He used to always say that.
AWE I MISS MY MATT!
Check out my side pictures for his name and picture. I just put him there. Should have been there the whole time...
I am a bitch I don't know what he is talking about.
Any who I went to add him and I noticed his picture. My little friend Matt looks completely different. It's only been five months! What the heck!
Mr. Blondie is no longer blond. His hair is freaking long and black! He used to be buff and pick me up all the time... Well he must be on steroids or something... Cause he's freaking ripped.
Not only that, but he freaking changed his last name!
It guess what I am getting at is it makes me sad that all my friends are changing with out me. I miss him so much! Matt was awesome. He went and watched Eclipse with me. He held me if I ever needed to cry. He came up behind me everyday and gave me hugs. He always told me he was proud of me. He even let me fall asleep on his shoulder at lunch because the night before I was up arguing with my step dad. There are times he called me at three in the morning to make me feel better after a huge break up with Jared. Even when I was having issues with Randy he would work them out for me. Then, when Randy and I broke up he flat out told me that Randy moved on. Which at the time I was mad at him for saying, but really it helped me in the long run. He even programmed "bestfriendlovesyou" as his name in my phone. It's been the same ever since.
Not to mention he's had a crush on me since 8th grade and I've always turned him down and he never went away. Instead he stayed by my side and let me complain about the guys I like even though he liked me. Last night I got a text from him saying,
"All the girls on this planet are bitches except for you." He used to always say that.
AWE I MISS MY MATT!
Check out my side pictures for his name and picture. I just put him there. Should have been there the whole time...
I am a bitch I don't know what he is talking about.
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