I know I haven't posted in a while. Things have been so crazy. I have been running around like a chicken with my head cut off. Except for today, I am home sick. I have been home sick for a while and I am hating every second of it. I can't stand the fact that I am the thing holding me down. When I waste so much time trying to prove to people that nothing can hold me down. Then, When I get sick I am the person holding me down.
I discovered something this week. It goes against everything I believe in, and it's lamer then lame could be. I think if I got married I could possibly be happy. I was at Chris's house feeling like complete crap, and he was there to make me feel better. I was laying there with a head ache and he closed the blinds, got me a cold rag for my head, and some medicine. He got me hot chocolate for my sore throat, and offered to make me some tea. He made me food when I was hungry, and then put in a movie for me to watch. I fell asleep next to him, and woke up on his chest with his arms around me. He was asleep too. It was the best feeling in the world.
Now that I think about it, there is so much he does for me. He lets me wear what ever clothes of his that he wants, and does so much to impress me. He drove like forty five minutes just to bring me some hot chocolate and then stayed with me when I locked myself out of the house. At the Easter party I got mud all over my shoes, and he let me wear his and take his home.
I always thought that getting married would be horrible. I always imagined me cooking, cleaning, and making the man feel better, but this week I see other wise. I see it being a two way thing. Maybe other relationships may be the girl being the second human to man, but with Chris it's different. He is such a sweet heart!
I know I'm like way to young to be thinking about crap like this, and trust me I'm not letting it get to my head, but I do want to show the world that I do see the good things in life as well. I bet next week I'll go back to being against marriage. I'll hate it in every way shape or form and think all girls are freaks for looking forward to it, but today is different.
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Well, I'm glad that you see it that way, even if it is only for a while. I think that the whole "woman doing housework 24/7" thing kind of started to die out around 1950 or so, at least in most parts of the world.
And you've shown that you can see the good things in life. But I'm sure everyone can as soon as they get over the bad stuff, because there's only bad stuff if there's good stuff, right?
Haha Sami you are so right, and thanks for keeping up on my blog! I apologize for not being on in a while.
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