Katie's Party Turn Out!

Katie cheered up! I think the party was a success. Hot dogs, sloppy joes, katenzie cake, and ice cream. We decorated it all in princess and got her a tiara.
Before she turned 16 I always joked that I was getting her a hermit crab for her 16 birthday because she never leaves her home. So, we bought her a hermit crab! It's so cute! She named him Ollie, because on its shell it has rollie pollie ollie from that old disney movie on it. I wanted her to name it Fransico but she didn't want to. Lol.
It was a pretty fun party! Now, time to go pop all the balloons.

December 29, 2009

Oy... Big day planned. Katie seems to be in a better mood. Hopefully she will have a good time with the things we have planned. My aunt needs to get over here with the breakfast for her... because I'm hungry too! I wonder if that boy texted her back.
Last night we had family night with my grandparents. I asked them a bunch of questions about the church, and well... they think of me differently. lol. I asked them if God was sexist, and they told me that he wasn't. Then, my Grandpa got talking and was like
"If you three were all to get pregnant next week that would affect you for the rest of your life."
He told me that we need to find a boy that wont do that to us. A perfect boy that will respect us, and never force us into ANYTHING! So, I was like,
"Well if we were to get pregnant next week then us girls would have to live with the kid for the rest of our lives." He was like,
"Yes thats true." And I said,
"So, just because we are the women we have to live with this kid for the rest of our lives and the boy gets to just walk off all fine and dandy? God, must be sexist for that to happen. If God wanted it to be even he should have given allwomen aids so when a guy wants to rape us he will have to live with the consequences for the rest of their lives too!" He just looked at me and started laughing and was like,
"Yes, I would agree with you." Then, at the end I was like,
"Just so you guys arn't dissapointed I'm not getting married in the temple..." And they were like "Why?" And I said,
"Because I picture my wedding dress without sleeves." And they said,
"Well, if that perfect boy was to ask you to wear sleeves for that one day wouldn't you do that one thing for him?" I said,
"Well you told me I should NEVER let a boy force me into doing something that I didn't want to do!" Katie, Jessica, and Grandma burst out laughing! Then, Katie said,
"She's got you there!"

So, my whole family probably thinks I'm a fruit cake! Oh well, they answered some of my questions.

December 28, 2009

Things have been going kind of slow right now. I am in Colorado, and our truck broke down. So, us girls were left here. Were planning something big for Katies birthday, but frankly... she doesn't deserve it.
A boy she likes hasn't texted her in a couple of days, and she is upset. Sure, thats frustrating, but its about time she gets some sence of what its like to NOT have a guy like her. I mean I liked Kevin, Brek, and some others boys I had a crush on and all of them went for my older sister it hurts you know? So, here I am all trying to be supportive, and she tells me these EXACT words to,
"Suck it." Does anyone here have any idea what it's like to have every guy you like, like your sister? It's nto the best feeling in the world.
I've planned TWO surprise parties for her and the first ones her stupid friends spoiled it, and the car broke down so we couldn't do it. So, were trying to plan something else and Katie turns to me and says,
"Kacee, don't let them plan something. I'm not in the mood." NO YOU'RE GOING TO DO THIS PARTY AND YOUR GOING TO LIKE IT! WE'VE ALREADY BOUGHT THE STUFF!
That's why right now I am thankful for Jared. He makes me really happy. He is like my best friend. I tell him everything. I've even cried over the phone to him. As pathetic as it sounds. I don't have to worry about not being liked, or anything like that. Dating... eh. I have a year. Everyone tells me to explore and date and have fun. Maybe I will but not right now.


So, my sister Ashley is moving back to Utah. I missed her. It's about time she gets her butt back down here! She's has a liking to a boy! He is a nice one too! Unlike her old one, not saying I didn't like him... because I did. But, I'm just saying that this one wants to get to know her family. Including Katie and I. That's the best kind to have I think. He worries about Katie and I it seems. He cares. AND because of him my room doesnt smell like stinky water! Our house water pipes broke so he helped fix it! I HAVE MY ROOM BACK!
My little Ashley is all grown up. *tear tear cry cry sob*

Even superheroes die.

Superman is the greatest hero of all

and even he will fall.

He will loose this fight;

Superman has his kryptonite.

Batman the most luxuriant one

but in a game he has none.

In this game he is just mediocre;

Batman has his joker.

Dare devil the most handicapped hero

soon becomes a let-down zero.

Loud things started to break and pound;

Dare devil had his loud sound.

Spider man the most human like sort
in this battle he comes short.
In attempt to hide his identity;
Spider man has his chastity.

The hulk the greenest man you'll see

is a monster waiting to break free.

With his anger building by the hour;

The hulk has way too much power

Iron man the smartest one you'll find
had made a gadget when he was left behind.
When his energy failed to start;
Iron man had his bad heart.

Hercules the God the bravest kind

is stuck between two worlds intertwined.

he is suddenly hit with reality;

Hercules has his mortality

Everyone has their weakness no ones lives forever.

Even super heroes sever.

Little do we realize when the world starts to cry

Even our famous superheroes die

He's like a.... By Kacee

Like rain on a perfect day

Like a cloud that wont go away.

Like that one small comment that seems to kill.
Like that one memory that can't seem to heal.

Like that anger deep inside of you

Like the pain ready to break through

Like the thoughts that rid your head

Like the tears you cry in bed.

Like the way it used to be

Played again and you can't break free

Like the let it go's that just don't go.

Like the feelings no one will know

Like the yelling that just wont fade

Like the thoughts you wish to trade.

Like a leach sucking the fun.

Like runner that just wont run.

Like a stalker that wants you dead.

Like that cruel voice inside your head.

Like the grinch on christmas day.

Like that person that just wont go away.

The Paintbrush by Kaeli

I keep my paint brush with me.

Wherever I may go,

In case I need to cover up,

So the real me doesn't show.

I'm so afraid to show you me.

Afraid of what you'll do - that

You might laugh or say mean things.

I'm afraid I might lose you.

I'd like to remove all my paint coats

To show you the real, true me,

But I want you to try and understand,

I need you to accept what you see.

So if you'll be patient and close your eyes,

I'll strip off all my coats real slow.

Please understand how much it hurts

To let the real me show.
Now my coats are all stripped off.

I feel naked, bare, and cold,

And if you still love me with all that you see,

You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush, though,

And hold it in my hand,

I want to keep it handy

In case someone doesn't understand.
So please protect me, my dear friend

And thanks for loving me true,

But please let me keep my paint brush with me

Until I love me, too.