Cool New Shirt, Christmas, and blocking my blog.

So pretty much i just wanted to show you all my cool new shirt. I look like crap today, so I over exposed the picture so make myself look better then I really do lol.

Hey at least I'm honest!

So being completely random, Christmas this year was a pretty good one. I was not sitting around missing my dad. Instead, I got to go over to Brian's house and meet his family. It was fun. I met the cat that he rescued that gives him allergies, and then we went over to my aunts house. My uncle was cooking up A TON of crab and ribs and I sat as Brian stuffed his face. Haha. It was so cute. It was like he couldn't say no to my uncle. (Which is pretty hard cause he was so proud of the food that he made.)
Then we played some games, and Brian showed my brother in law a magic trick that baffled all of our minds.

Just to warn you all, I'm probably going to block my blog soon so I can post things that are actually interesting to read. So let me know if you want an invite.

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right. ~Oprah Winfrey

All over the world people are planning on going to the gym two times a day. They are planning on eating right, and they plan on no longer smoking. They want to save their money, and want to get out of debt. They plan on finding their true love, or simply finding someone to kiss on the New Year. Within three weeks all New Years Resolutions are most likely going to go down the drain. LIFE gets in the way. At the beginning of the year we like the idea of starting over. Even though its just a day, it's hope. It is the idea that things can be fixed that drives us to light fireworks and write lists.
So, although I am usually the Grinch of all holidays I decided that New Year's isn't so bad. I could DEFIANTLY use a new beginning.

#1 Don't be so uptight.
I am so hard on myself, and I worry SO much. Don't get me wrong when you worry it means you care, but if that is the case I need to care a little less. Being uptight just makes me stress. So, I need to care a little less.

#2 Spend more time hanging out with friends, and less time working on homework.
I know right!? Most people say they want to do better in school. But those of you who have been following my blog for a while know that I'm hardwired all upside down and backwards. So yes, if car broke down my algebra two book isn't gonna come save me from forty below, hopefully my friends will.

#3 Learn to gut a fish, and go hunting.
I'm memory of my dad. Miss him a ton, and want to keep the mud flowing through my veins. All this make up and nice clothes is hiding who I really am... as one of my best friends would say, I'm a tomboy gone pretty.

#4 Learn guitar.
I want to know what Brian feels when he is playing guitar. It's such a pretty instrument, and I have one. What the heck, why don't I learn to play it?

#5 Learn to love the people and things I hate.
Believe it or not, I do still have some faith. Whether it is in God or the universe or what I ever I still believe in trying to be a better version of myself. So why not try to love the things I hate so much?

#6 Get Healthy.
It's important to being happy.

#7 Get license
This means I can no longer allow myself to pass out... ha ha like I can control it, but I really want to be able to get myself places without having someone drive me there and back ya know?

So last years resolutions that I succeeded in achieving:
Get running again despite of my hips
Get good grades
stay with Chris after I move (we stayed together for a while after i moved so it counts)
Get a job at FAC
community service for scholarships
don't dye hair
visit Utah

Ones not accomplished
weight lifting
hang out with friends
six pack ha ha
no phone after ten
healthy eating ALL the time (had a couple bowls of ice cream here and there)
drivers license
4.0
piano

Good luck to the new, and being a better you!

For all the bad days.

“That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking.” ― Sarah Dessen, The Truth about Forever

My thirteenth birthday I spent the day driving to my dads funeral. My seventeeth birthday I spent the day driving to my grandpas. I've spent alot of time wondering why the world seems to pick on me. Although I am not an angel, I most certainly know there are alot more rude people out there. I don't understand why the world loves to hold that magnifying glass above me and torture me like an aunt getting burned by the sun. It seriously is getting pretty ridiculous.
I've decided to come up with a theory to calm my inner anger to all things life. I call it the balance theory. It's the idea that for every bad day in your life you will for sure have a good one. So, since I have a bad day about every day then when I get older I will have the best life possibly because I have suffered so much until now. kinda like without evil there cannot be good.
So cheers to me. May all these crappy days eventually lead to some awesome ones.

“It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things.” ― Lemony Snicket, Horseradish: Bitter Truths You Can't Avoid

Let God Bless The Broken Road That Led Me Straight To You

Thought for today: I am thankful for my ex boyfriend Chris.


Yup. True story that one. If it weren't for him I wouldn't have probably found Brian. There is alot of mistakes I made when I was dating Chris and now I am recognizing them, and hopefully doing a better job at being a girlfriend to Brian by learning from my mistakes.


I got to hang out with Brian today. He is so awesome. Haha. He makes me not stress at all. Its SO nice.


Little Story:


I started calling Brian's house phone to talk to him because the area he lives in has bad cell service. Well oneday his dad walked in and asked who kept calling him He told his dad,


"oh that's Kacee." And his dad said,


"Well im going to save HIS number to our phone then."


So Brian called me laughing telling me that his dad thought I was a boy... I told him to let his dad know I was a girl and he said he didn't want to that it will be funny when he does find out. So, I talked to Brian on the phone today and he told me that he was telling his dad that he was going to give the stray cat he found to his ex girlfriend. I guess his dad asked him if he was dating his ex girlfriend again and Brian told him no. So his dad asked who he was dating now and he was like,


"I'm dating Kacee." Well I guess his dad asked who I was, and Brian told him the girl he thought was a guy. Haha. So, somehow out of that I got invited to Brians house for Christmas eve.... (which is also Brian's birthday.)





Haha... Yay... get to meet my boyfriends parents... [Little secret, I hate meeting my boyfriends parents. It's horrifying, but this time I'm going to be on my best behavior and keep my mouth glued shut]

New Years!

In case you were wondering, yes I do skip right over Christmas.
I LOVE NEW YEARS! It's like a not so new beginning! I love thinking of things to work on through out the year.
So... I need help deciding what to do.
So if anyone has new years resolutions that you are willing to share please post. I want to hear what everyone has to say.