Drinking.

Hey Everyone,
I was taking a break from homework, when I saw a commercial about alcohol on the TV. It reminded me of my history class today when a boy next to me and his friend were talking about wasting all their money on getting drunk last weekend. They were laughing and talking about how great it was.
Now, really I shouldn't be one to judge considering I have victimized myself by cutting, and I am all for individuality, but I am against Drinking. Drinking doesn't give you individuality. Trust me. Watching my dad drink and drive while I was in the truck was the scariest thing ever. I watched as him transform from this caring, loving, and great dad to this ball of anger, (maybe that's where my anger comes from) abusive, and crazy man whom I didn't even know. I learned from my dad's mistake that it takes away WHO you are. It doesn't MAKE you.
Of course, If I would have spoken up not only would they have thought I was a freak, but also they would have not understood. I know this is such a random post, but I felt it was an important thing to talk about. For me at least. I am trying not to hold back when I write in my blog, because there is a lot of things I need to get out. I figure this is a positive way to do it.
I hope that some of the things I write will help build you all up instead of tear you down. I hope you all learn from my anger, and experiences rather than be offend by it. I really don't mean to hurt you guys or judge you.